Gonna block everyone I know in real life off of this tumblr tomorrow. This used to be my private tumblr
i will reblog this every time i see it because its too relevant
this is so relevant right now.
..wouldn’t leave me for him.
i say this too much.
have to remind myself this all the time
waiting for a post like ths..
it’s too late….
Yes, I will still love you through all of this.
I guess I’ll never know
All those months of staying clean gone to waste & I still want to hurt myself more than ever . I swear I’m such a fuck up .
— (via wordsandlyrics)
THIS BAND MADE ME REALIZE WHO I WAS AND HOW MUCH OF MYSELF I WAS OPPRESSING FOR YEARS AND HOW IT WAS OKAY TO BE MYSELF AND THEY WERE THE PEOPLE WHO INFLUENCED ME TO DO SO MANY THINGS AND BE BRAVE THEY TAUGHT ME MORE ABOUT MYSELF THAN ANY THERAPIST OR FRIEND AND NOW THEY ARE GONE
So I saw Jason on Friday the 22nd and he stage dived AND LANDED ON MY HEAD . AND IT HURT LIKE FUCK and I cried a lot but I lifted him up and since I didn’t want to lose my spot in the crowd because I wanted to be near the front for Pierce The Veil so , I was just crying for a good 5 minutes until the pain went away . that is deDICATION .
I went through the streampad tag and send a LOT of people the link to the new stream pad, which is ,
I feel like I’ve helped out mankind a bit . I feel good about myself lolololol
Finally deciding to throw away my razors. No self harm for 40 days? I can do this.
As god faced his demons I am facing mine.