Please do not fall for me. I will make you believe i love you and then I will leave.
I can feel us drifting and I can’t say I’m surprised.
I fucking hate you and how you left without saying why. I regret what happened between us because things didn’t turn out okay.
But it’s nights like these that remind me of all those times you were there to comfort me & make me smile. It’s nights like these that I sleep with your hoodie on & snuggle up into it pretending it’s you. & sadly, it’s nights like these that make me realize I don’t hate you, & I don’t regret anything. I’m learning to be grateful for having you, even if it was only for a little while; I gave you the best of me, & when you left you took it with you. Tonight is when I heal myself from the pain of your absence.
All I wanted was a Fucking reason as to why you suddenly walked out of my life. I miss you like shit but this is getting out of Hand
I don’t know how I’ll be able to focus on my exams when all I can ever do now is think of you and why you left without saying why or bye .
yay me for actually getting questions omg omg I’ve waited for like 3 years for this.
I haven’t felt like this in a while. I thought I was getting better, but how will I get better if something bad always happens. It seems as if as soon as I get everything I need, I lose everything. I don’t want to do anything I’ll regret but what’s the point of trying to resist anymore.
I hate the fact that I miss you more than usual around the winter time. It seems as if the air around me gets as cold as my heart was the day you walked away .
I feel like I’m constantly having to remind and show myself that everything is going to be okay, but I don’t see life getting any better. I feel like giving up but at the same time I’ve worked so hard up to this point. It’d be a shame to go back to my same old bad habits .
I hate how accurate this post is..
no nigga november .
I need you now more than ever, just hug me & tell me I’ll be okay.
I can’t seem to choose between moving on or missing you. I’m afraid the memories will soon leave like you did.
Did I even cross your mind today ? Is it wrong to say I still have hope in you ?